It’s strange, ive been back a week now and it feels like i havnt been away, the only difference is now i dont seam to have a purpose in life. whereas i have always had some commitment to education or work or even a girlfriend, now i dont. It’s brilliant. Everyone asks, infact its the very first question that everyone asks, “how’s it feel to be back?” and “ you depressed yet?” or some variation thereof. My answer is – its awesome! I love it, I know its only been a week and im not working yet and im not really stuck for money just yet however its a great feeling to come back to somewhere solid where you know you have friends and family to see. The first day in london i spent just walking around taking the sights and it was fun! now I’m considering finding work in wigan where i can spend a little time with my family because i know i won’t be around for long.

That’s the beauty of my life right now, it’s incredibly simple. I woke up on the first morning with all my old clothes sitting there and the hardest decision i had to make was what to wear! all of a sudden i had a choice that was more than pairs of board shorts and t-shirts. I have nothing holding me down. I just need to decide where to go to earn money for the next 4 months and hopefully the plan will be to go back to thailand. infact not hopefully, I am going to plan it, the same way I planned the last 12 months. It’s called DMT. I’m hooked on SCUBA diving, im missing it already, so much so i want to go back to do my dive master training and dive as much as time allows!

That’s as far as I want to think right now I just want to appreciate life for it is right now, so what am i going to do? get around as many places as possible and see as many people as possible the past week has been the turn of wigan, next week it’s london, the week after – not a clue! life is simple take it as it comes :)

Have I changed? did i find what i was looking for? standard questions but the answer is yeah, I’ve changed – no more than most people as we get older or as a year passes, but for sure, I have a light hearted approach to things now, most things are done with a smile and I will just take it as it comes. the UK is a trying place, people are not overly friendly in relative comparison and occasionally you will come across situations that are less than pleasant, but, overall, I’m basically much less of a grumpy get! I had fun and enjoyed every moment but right now its not over, the next 4 months will be a stop gap exactly as it was Bundaberg.

I’m looking forward to January already, it’s going to be a great journey. A train 300m from my house all the way to back to Chumphon near Ko Tao. There will be one stretch that must be done by bus, in Vietnam and no doubt my route could change, but essentially Wigan-London-Paris-Berlin-Warsaw-Lithuania-Latvia-St Petersburg-Moscow-Mongolia-Beijing-Shanghai-Hong Kong-Hanoi-Phnom Penn-Bangkok-Ko Tao.

that took a long time to write and in writing i thought why not throw in denmark norway and sweden (perhaps Finland too)? Basically it will all depend on how much I am able to save over the next few months but utimately I want to be back in Thailand to do my DMT, Dive Master Training. Just get my head down and earn some pennies!

To say I dont have time to write a post is clearly a lie i have weeks to write, and the net is free here too, the truth, there’s ust better things to do, but i do like keeping you up to date and incredibly jealous :) so in a summary…

left australia july 14th and i did…

BALI

Kuta in 3 days, met some cool people but it was like magaluf
Ubud – cultural sights and chill out time
Gili Trawangan – party island paradise minus the prostitutes, crowded beaches and traffic!

LOMBOK

senggigi was a quiet little place nice to walk around
4 day sailing trip toward flores via komodo and rinca to see the largest lizard on earth

52 hour drive back via sumbawa, lombok and bali to Java
gunung bromo, moonscape with smoking volcano
jogyakarta, smallish city with its charms 2 nights more than enough to see prambanan and borobudur temples
mount merapi, until 2006 when it blew its top it had a constant flow of lava, not for me though nice climb anyway
3rd 3am hill climb in a row was dieng plateau – temple above the clouds which was a cool sunrise
then off to pangandaran for 4 days surfing and sun, an area recovering from the 2004 tsunami.
Jakarta, hopefully never go there again, somebody told me it has its charms i think its a S*** hole! make your own mind up!
now in singapore a city with the feel it was designed yesterday by computer, its almost too perfect! not totally sure it feels real anough.
off to malaysia tomorrow back to rural areas which will hopefully will be nice, very rushed i know but for 30 days i havnt really had time on net to justify more and more posts and only now have I had chance to upload photos

in a summary 30 days in Indonesia, not enough, try 6 months
3 days in Singapore, enough unless you live here!

have a look at the photos work it out for yourself! have a look at some of my memories that were picking endless amounts of avocados off trees too!

4 weeks and back to sunny england, for how long and where is any ones guess…

bundy shots!

indonesia

alternatively have a look at my facebook and see what everyone else has posted…!

I hate Bundaberg, its the arm pit of Australia, there is nothing to do. But I miss it already. I was there for 13 weeks, in that time worked for abotu 12 weeks, given rainy days and illness it was actually less, and i only saved about $2,500 AUD – not a lot really when you think about it. So why do i miss it? the people. everyone hates it, noone gets enjoyment from picking fruit on your year out, yes its an experience and yes you do laugh about it but still its not an ideal career. One thing it does do is bring people together, you live for your time off and appreciate it so much more. I have seen so many people come and go to the point where i could only name a handful of friends when i left – but they were the ones i spent most of my time with and I enjoyed every moment of it, every moment – especially the DVDs! Blockbuster had a good customer in me, that’s all i will say.

If i chart my way around the world over the past 10 months it seams so strange that I even planned to stay part of ‘team JAS’ the whole way. The truth is I think the best thing I ever did was take some time on my own, once again I am leaving brisbane, leaveing the people I am most comfortable around to find a new comfort zone, forever stepping outside my bubble! It’s hard to think that Amy and Sarah have been at home now for couple of months, and some for even longer – i could never have predicted what happened and now 2 months from my journey home I am trying to predict what is going to happen. I have no idea.

I leave for Bali tomorrow, I hope to see more of indonesia though. I consider this to be the long journey home, but I’m not sure I know exactly where my home is or where i want to be. Live in london, or wigan? teach or earn to travel, buy or rent a flat? they are the big questions and in a way easy to answer its the inbetweens thats are harder – the how, why what and wheres? Is every traveller running from something, or even running to find something? sometimes i think im trying to find that ideal situation – the one that makes me utimately happy. sometimes i think i am running from making that ultimate decision. either way does it matter? so what if my feet dont keep still for the next couple of years! perhaps i will take a teach asia job on? perhaps il get a work VISA in the US/Canada/NZ? I dunno.

Tomorrow starts the long journey home. I look back and think about the people who I have met and considering their stories I know I am not alone in my thoughts.

What’s the rush.
Money’s there to be spent.
Look after number 1 while I still can.
I like the weather here.
I dont like the attitude of people at home.
I want a change.
I want to Ski.
I need some time out.
Why not?
I didnt like my job.
I came to be with someone.
I never thought id be able to.
you only live once!

There are million more reasons why people are on the move. chances are if you thought of it someone else has too! Im saying good-bye but i still have 2 months to go, I will certainly make the most of it? who knows come christmas i could be travelling again. Let’s see what happens.

If I could name everyone from Cell Block I would, but i can’t. Thank you
If I could personally thank everyone in Brisbane right now I would.
To everyone I met in Australia – Thank you
To everyone in NZ and Fiji – a massive thank you
To all on the yellow truck in Africa – Thank you

there are too many people to name but its been great and I have had the time of my life upto now. I can’t wait to get on the road again in Bali.

the best thing about this blog is that you can read back and laugh at the things you wrote a long time ago! whether i look back 2 months or 2 years, (its strange to think this blog is over 2 years old!) things have changed so much. Don’t get me wrong, i would still love to become a skydiver! or spend a winter in Queenstown NZ or even take the trans siberian train across russia but just for now it all seams a million miles away. It’s been a while since i last wrote so do you want to know whats been going on since? if not press that little X in the top right hand corner of this browser!! :)

I left NZ, i really didnt want to, I loved that place, I had re-found my travellin feet having been, for want of a better word – ’stuck’ in Brisbane. To be working and living in one place was not my idea of travels before i left, and with the utmost respect for the people around me i just wasnt having the same fun as a I would while travelling. to make things slightly more uncomfortable a week or so before leaving I split up with Hilary, so NZ and the people i met really did help me smile again and help me through a slighly emotional time.

you never did hear about Fiji, neither did I until i got to NZ – but now you are about to. Where ever you when travelling there are always people that have just come from your next destination or just heading there with you. NZ was a place where most people hd just come from australia or the
pacific islands and US so there were enough stories to make me smile. just think absolute serenity, white sand beaches, perfect clam seas with reefs on your door step, friendly locals and hours of sunshine, even in the rainy season. Unfortunately Fiji is not as cheap as you might originally think, access to one or more of its 300 and 30 something islands was not easy on the wallet and the ultimate deciding factor in me staying on the main island of Viti Levu. Don’t hang around in Nadi – the first thing you will be told about fiji, it isn’t very attractive and not the picturesque scenes you expect – one night is enough. the second thing to learn? the word Bula. Everyone welcomes you, Hi, how are you, Im fine thanks. Bula simple as that. the third and perhaps the most important thins to learn about Fiji is to develop a liking for Kava. Kava is a root vegetable ground up and when mixed with water produces a brown muddy looking liquid often with tiny particles floating around on top. this is not suprising as it is made in a similar way to tea, only using a rag as a tea bag and mixing bowl the teapot! Kava is legal in the UK and is used in anti stress medication it is supposed to relax all the muscles in the body without affecting mental alertness. When I say all the muscles in the body, I mean all the muscles, the way one local describes it in his broken english is, “It is not like Beer because you stay awake but afterwards with Kava if you drink too much there will be no baby making” thanks for the top advice John i think il stick to Fiji Gold! Fiji was sunbathe by day and Party by night, I loved it so much that the first resort I hit I extended my stay twice each time meant changing flights and booking an onwards bus! If you find yourself in Fiji i really do recommend Mango Bay on the Coral Coast. everything was perfect about this place, well almost, it could cost as much as $35 pernight and it wasnt self catered as there were now faclities or shops, but often they have 3 for 2 deals and you do get breakfast included. that’s it about Fiji really after NZ and Zimbabwe probably the 3rd best destination so far.

The more I write the more i realise i have missed so much, and if it wasnt for the free internet in the park right now i probably wouldnt have time to write anymore, wouldnt be a bad thing because i am not entirely sure you have time to read on! I always intended on teaching in Australia, that was always the plan except things went a little pear-shaped while i was away and there was so much red tape i thought i would be there forever. i paid $150 for an initial registration to teach NZ on the understanding that was all, i still have the email saying that is all – yet when i applied i needed another registration first so the first 6 weeks i lost was sbout to be extended by 2 months and wait for it – $450 something i really didnt want to do. i was so close to biting the bullet, payign the money and teaching in Oz but i didnt, I scrapped it! I lost the $150, hard lines i suppose but no big deal yet i still had anothe opprtunity to get into teachin in Oz. A school had a vacancy for a math teacher, i applied went for an interview, costing me another $200 and for all I could work out I got the job, or did I? It took 2 weeks to reply having told me they wanted someone to start monday (it was a thursday) then they replied with the principal wants to speak to yo but is unavailable right now she will call tomorrow. she didnt call, 10 days later i was writing an email express my concerns and dislike for the situation, effectively withdrawing my application when the secretary again rang to say the principal wanted to speak to me to seee if i was still interested, i stopped short of saying get f***** but that is realy what they needed. I wasnt prepared to commit to a school for a year when i didnt get a good feeling about the place. one thing to bare in mind was that at this time i had already moved 400km north of brisbane where the job was so that i could pick fruit as a means of income temporarily. this unfolds into a story in itself.

As you can see I have been changing my mind every 2 minutes. My first night in Fiji was not very exciting but had I not met Helene and Marian I might not actually be where I am now, whether to thank them or not I am not quite sure! Helene and Mairian were 2 french girls who had just completed the trip i was about to start, and I was only with them for about 2 hours as I shared a room with them. As it happened they too were returning to brisbane so we exchanged numbers etc in order to meet up again in australia. nearly 3 weeks later 2 days or so after returning from fiji i text them and they were picking fruit in a place called Bundaberg, 400km north of brisbane. At the time i desperately needed a job and so off i went, 4 hours on a train to a hostel called cell block. A week later i was picking avocadoes with the idea of teaching a couple of weeks down the road.

That never happened, 11 weeks later I am still here, why you ask? because its not all that bad. I said teaching didnt work out, so i abandoned the idea of staying in Oz until christmas in favour of earning $2000, enough for 2 months in Asia. that never happened either! I was so close, just one weeks wages from my target on about week 6 when it rained for nearly 2 weeks none stop. week 6 would have seen me travelling with good friends from NZ through Asia too so the rain did knock the steam out of me a little, it felt like i would be stuck here forever. as a result i need to make up the 2 weeks which will take me to 10 weeks n the job, the thing is if you do 12 weeks fruit picking you are entitled to a second working VISA to use before i turn 30 so now it makes sense to just see it out! 3 months of picking avocadoes of trees, sounds unbareable but its gone so fast.

One week friday will be week 12, i will (touch wood) have my target, (of course sick days like today dont help). that will be my travel money sorted, i no longer need to be back i August now (for a job i wanted 0 but didnt get) so i can travel until september 14th on my ticket. i want 2 months in asia and 2 months I will get the end of the month wil surpass my 12 weeks fruit picking and give me the time i need to travel in asia hopefully with a few extra quid to restock my backpack and refind my travelling feet. Although Cell block initially seams somewhat of a prison still, as it once was, you become accustomed to it and understand what Red really means in Shawshank Redemption when he says “you become institutionalised in a place like this”. I will actually miss this place when i finally leave, i laughed at the long stayers when i first got here, but now i understand. I have seen so many people come and go now and lots of friends have already left but right now i am probably enjoying my time more than ever here. Believe People when they say Bundaberg is Boring, and Cell Block is terrible, its true – still come though, do your 3 months, make your own fun, become institutionalised and move on when the time is right.

July 7th I go to Bali, See you at home soon

“Travel plans are flexible remember that” (Downey. C, 2008; Nolan St Backpackers)

Of course that is just politically incorrect play on words, Land of the long white cloud, aotearoa or more commonly known – New Zealand was much more than this. My forst impressions of the kiwi experience bus, was the club 18 – 30 holidays of europe. don’t get me wrong there was a lot of partying and drinking but again there was so much more. I dont want to leave.

I have been here now for 4 weeks and at times it was hard but once the wheels began rolling and the groups started to click it was much more fun. It’s at the end that you realise how good the people around you were and how much you are going to miss them!!

As for activities and stuff to do there was more than sit in the bars drinking. kayaks, fishing, caving, glacier walking, sky diving, bungy jumping, river boarding – loads more that i couldnt afford and then the ultimate in free activities, just sut back and admire the beautiful NZ scenery!

I will miss NZ, perhaps enough to return in the winter season and spend some time on the snow. that all depends on what happens next. hopefully my teacher registration will come through and i will have a good enough job to send me further around the world, otherwise i will see everyone back in the uk in september.

september will come so fast, i have nbow done 6 months and 2 days. over half way. over half way but off to Fiji now so doesnt really matter. I have a couple of flights booked next sunday to take me back to oz but honestly? there is no point going there if my teaching papers are not through…i could just extrend my stay in the sun fora week or 2 longer!! :)

who knows, in a month or 2 i could be a qualified sky diver, something i am seriously considering!! what a job that would be!

It doesnt take long to pick up the lingo – unfortunately this isnt moari! but just as quick as you learn the language the trip ends, on sunday i iwll be in Fiji a week later i will be in Brisbane again – trying to find a job (back to square 1 – with less money!!)

so some photos for you firstly sky diving…(again)

here! and continued here

actually they are the other way round but i have no time to change them now

next glacier walking!

and finally some drunken antics with some cultural moari stuff!! here

oh caving and fishing here!

hello in maori. The kiwi experience has now kicked in – the only problem is, I wana stay longer. I’m tired and hungover but i have 10 minutes on the net to tell you what ive been upto. Fishing in mercury bay, caught a few decent sized snapper, had them filleted and put them both between a few slices of bread – dinner sorted. that was a great place to go, up in mercury bay – peaceful little place.

I spent a day or so in Auckland and i wasnt so overly impressed, it was just another city and id much rather be in the outdoors of new zealand. We went sea kayaking, a great way to see the coves and circumnavigate the islands. then came rotorua where we went to the most amazing maori cultural experience evening ever, with a traditionally cooked, hangi meal.

These guys were scary as they performed their traditional war ‘dancing’. Not the haka but a traaditional ‘welcome’ confrontation – you will just have to watch the video when i get it online.
it’s not just a holiday, you learn quite a bit as you travel around!

Had a go at zorbing – a big hamster ball with me and bucket of water inside…then pushed down a hill – great times!! :)

then off To waitomo, caving was the activity of choice – 3 or so hours underground swimming the streams, dodging the eals and climbing the falls (after the abseil and pitch black zip line!) great time – officially called black water rafting!

In taupo now where i am considering a 15000 ft sky dive but only if the weather is perfect, because it is a lot of money!! i never did any fishing or the famous walk around here, i just felt i needed time to keep still with all this moving around – a day of nothing.

off to river valley tomorrow, there isnt much to do there but its a gateway to wellington and ultimately the south island!! then it all kicks off again!

Il get the photo up soon – promise! :/

Sometimes I wish I could be anonymous. Isn’t funny the things we can say when noone knows who we are? I wish for just one day I could have a conversation with people anonymously, completely explore what could be if I said X, Y or Z. Sometimes I’m just too polite, not brave enough or just too slow. The latter becoming all to often an occurance. Imagine leaving anonymous messages in places they have no meaning – like this blog for example. Random anonymity isn’t really helpful if you don’t truly understand what is going on. Trust me, you have no idea!

This blog is my way of being anonymous sometimes. But now everyone reads it, sometimes I dont even bother. Want to know about New Zealand? Upto now other than one or 2 cool people I have been hanging around with there is not much to see or do! the weather is crap, and this portion of my trip isnt the most eventful.

I can no longer be annoymous hence the 50 words i just deleted. one of these days it will become clear – balls to your far sea’s romeo cos sometimes it’s nice to just lie on the beach alone.

When you are on it you will swear blind you’re not addicted, even not on it. The moment it is taken away it hits you with a thud. Love is like a drug. Hilary and me split up this week, all on my part but it was something i felt I had to do. I am careful in writing this as I know you (hilary) will be reading this. I still feel it was something I had to do, but it was hard to follow through. Now I am off to New Zealand and I just want my fix of the Nicotine I was used to. Through time who knows what will happen? maybe we will get back together, maybe one or both of us will just up and leave to another country and never see eachother again. The next 5 weeks will be a test for me, I always put others first – I always have done, instead of making my own plans and sticking to them regardless I change and incorporate someone else, sacrificing independence en route. That’s not to say I didnt like the company, I did, I do. It’s something I will miss but at times people just need a little time apart, to figure out what or who is important in their life. This is my time away, does absence make the heart grow fonder? only time will tell. of course i miss everything right now, but i just need to get on with it – chin up – and enjoy New Zealand, and FIJI!!!

watch this space for new stories and photos as at last there should be something happening on my travels!!

Went out yesterday for the first time in ages, with my not so hard earned money. I had to buy some clothes because since they have been dragged through Africa, everything is knackered! so i spent $380 on a new outfit! which took about an hour to choose in one shop. then i went out and spent over $100 on the night, it wasnt even a massive night, but it was great! I met up with a guy who I hadnt seen for 4 years, I worked with him in America, when i was 18! time flies. Ended up crashing at his place 20 mins south of the city, i live 30 mins north of the city! needless to say i wasnt in the mood to travel through the city on a saturday afternoon!

So why am I telling you this? because its not all doom and gloom, there are some good bits, and I’m probably going to New Zealand next week!!