Today

Today was an ordinary day but what really happened, what went on that wasn’t so ordinary? First the sun made me smile again, so I sat outside and worked. Someone demonstrated to me how people will judge, so I asked him not to. I was certainly impressed with his ability to address this issue from the side instead of front on. He wasn’t wrong to judge, but his reason was wrong. There was no right answer. The way you would do something is not the correct way, infact I am yet to do something the right way, because there isn’t one. What may appear to be a load of cryptic anonymous mumbo jumbo means something to me, and if you read it carefully it will mean something to you.

Have you ever noticed how kind some people are? They make other’s smile unconditionally. Thank you for the egg today. It shows a side to you hard to describe. When people do this it makes me feel I should be kind. It doesn’t mean I’m unkind, but I’d like to have the natural effort inside me. Perhaps it will come?

What else happened today? I rediscovered john mayer in the sunshine oh and I witnessed two guys putting up a shop sign back to front, which is the making of a funny photo whether they had reason to their madness or not. That made me smile.

“Challenge myself” I was told today, so I went to the gym and rowed 10 000m in under 45mins but lets be honest that is any easy challenge. Now starting tomorrow I will do something that comes out naturally to others, but not me. Just make someone smile through a compliment. sounds easy right? How many compliments are complimentary though, understand what I mean? how many people don’t look at you clothes before saying nice top? ok extreme example but i think you understand-tomorrow will not be about me.

Three things helping me along recently:

The last Kiss, emotional movie with an awesome sound track

John Mayer – Heavier Things (album)

“If you do not quit, you cannot fail”

Does a bath clean more than than your outside?

Ok so a little random but think about it, you come out clean, yes, but how relaxed do you feel? you lie there and process all the thoughts for the day, and think about tomorrow, effectively cleansing the mind of all worry and negativity. It’s nice. I have never thougth of it that way until now, in future maybe I will go for a bath even if I’m not dirty.

So yesterday I set myself a target, and I kinda achieved, which is good. Did you do something for someone else today? If everyone in the world did something for someone else just once a day I think our lives would be so much easier. At the very least try to make someone smile.

“No goals shall I set for tomorrow, for the unkown is excitement enough”